Poems

Hero’s hands

“You the hero in here” I said,
as a newly boarded passenger opened up the windows
on the late afternoon bus into the county.

An early April day felt like early May
on the shoreline toes of the Cascades,
buzzed from cheap beer and rays caught in the grass.

She needed air after a quick run to the station
in knee-high black leather boots at that,
and a knee-high wool-blend skirt.

The bus was full enough to bring strangers close together,
body heat, sweat, and a pheromone chamber
breathing hard, but steady from exertion
adrenaline and something sweeter breathes its way inside,
firm shoulders pressed against my own
as she reads Ken Kesey’s ‘One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest’.

I know the book and I know the movie,
yet I’m trapped inside, silent like a lobotomized Randle Murphy,
or maybe Billy Bibbit, biting his tongue,
waiting for the right words,
but Chief knows that talk is cheap.

I see her hands.
They look like mine,
but I know the hero’s hands will never find
the ones that type this script
carefully describing
a life lived in fantasy
ever after
happily.

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when shadows dream

i dream one day of striking it rich

taking the hard work and creativity of others

and branding with my own trendy label

 

i’ll tell others they can make it if they want it bad enough

and kick them down in the very same breath

 

i’ll use my wealth to buy myself

all the drugs, hoes, and cars i could ever want

say “fuck the world” and i’ll do it too

leave the rez in the dust like i never knew

who i was, am, or ever will be

 

see, they say money corrupts

but poverty does the same

surviving or thriving is all a game

you can play the cards you’ve been dealt

or drop the ones up your sleeve

 

we see what we want

but they don’t see me

just a pallid reflection of our former selves

casting the shadow of reality

new year’s champagne

diamonds in the sky

timeless wanderers

still to my perception

frost bitten earth

sparkles like new year’s fireworks

 

guns pop like champagne corks

drinking the glacial breath

drifting across a melting world

motion and elements

burning slowly still

 

not a foot fall to be heard

from the forest dwellers

seeking comfort underground

cold air and body heat

evaporating sack of meat

 

stars burn bright

across the breathless distance

moon sickle falling back

pulled down behind

the cedar-toothed mountains

 

I am alone

my breath and I

the clap of volleys fired

a million blinking stars

from forever to the earth

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Contrast contradiction

bloodlet and boredom

image and ground grounded in

the digital paradoxy of

reality revealed

in a hi-def cacophony

 

creative non-

fictions unfolding in time

measured in clicks by the ghosts

tricking you into immersion with

unseen reflection resurrecting

ashes of fallen sons

and fullest moons rising

around a

perpetual horizon

bowing gracefully before

gravity’s pull

Daffodil’s defiance

narcissus pushing up
along the road side
with the crushed beer cans
planted in the thirsty grass
his crisp golden corona
top-heavy
tipped by a careless breeze
greets an early spring
day
when the waste blooms
proud and away
from the precarious white line
suggesting
separation between
the creatures
and the plants
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Water

burn me

clean me

throw me

in your arms

 

i am a pebble

worn

waiting by the whims

of gravity

welcomed by the clouds

heavy, gray

grown thunderous

loud

 

i am a drop

ascended from

the saturated

earth

hot

turbulent

restless soil

kissed by the sun

 

give up

everything

and fly into

the long-burning fire

carried by the air

into unfathomable

heights

 

ascended

 

suspended

 

above the lights below

above the creatures below

above the dead

below

 

alone

 

with countless others

drifting

in the moment

 

you too will crash

 

you too will congregate

will consummate

the marriage of

One and One

you have become

still

 

One

 

drop

 

falling

 

falling

 

falling

 

falling

 

splashing into others

to become

still one

falling

and falling

some more

reaching terminal velocity

 

It seems like you will

fall

 

and fall

 

forever

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SPLAT!

CRASH!

SPLIT

into

TOO MANY PIECES

TOO MANY PIECES

TOO MANY PIECES

melting and molding

sinking and growing

flatter flatter flatterflatterflatter

you are

a stain

upon the rock

from whence you came

again

 

it seems like you’ve done this

a million times before

but you don’t know anymore

who you are

or what you’re doing

but you do it

because that’s the way

you are

#KillAllPoets

In a world the embraces real freedom
real freedom of speech
real freedom of expression
everybody is a poet
everybody is free to speak the truth
and the starving artist dies
and the starving artist dies
and nobody
will
notice.

Or,
the starving poet
is
forced to get
a fucking job.

Support free speech
#KillAllPoets

Bittersweet Unction

When i

(think i)

have turned

every stone

groan tired

fall down

pick up

throw

 

fragments of ego

incinerated

dissolved

separate-ed

like husks from the gold & white seeds

carve reason through the river bed

stained black from the martyrs

and the heretics we’ve bled

 

empty bell

rings out

longest and loudest

acceptance of the

unacceptable inevitable

for now

and for never

 

sea change – polar shift

under broken bones

picked – apart – dispersed – no

chance for conjunction

cleaved by clever scavengers

with extreme unction for the faithless

to survive a little bit longer

the Diaspora of the human mind

Spirit corroded under

acid ocean swells and rain

blinding prophets and seekers alike

grown tired of the heavy light

the final night looms on any path we make

corn-harvest

Under the Pregnant Moon

Something like bearing witness to a rape and murder

behind unbreakable glass. The air has been taken,

yet I do not suffocate. At least it doesn’t feel that way,

but I do not feel at all. Even anger and sadness escape me.

I am neither hot nor cold. Everybody’s gone,

but a ghostly reflection stares back through

from every direction horizontally.

 

I look up in

to the cloudless night.

A pregnant half-moon,

a trillion dead stars

make everything

clearer than day.

 

I look down upon my feet

an inch or two above the ground.

A lake of blood blossoms out

over the broken asphalt.

I am somehow spared the touch of the creeping fluid

spilled from the hearts of unknown men, women, and children.

 

Without knowing why, I expel what I expect to be a scream,

but not a whimper heard. Just a gust of icy fog that instantly

evaporates.

 

Is this reality?

Is this a dream?

Is this another place

between death and awakening?